The Oddest Thing:
Close by the aged and agreeable,
Though unremarkable burg of Meneac
There lies a small lake,
L’Etang de la Rosaie.
A secret and unassuming diamond.
Well maintained and little used,
For walking or for fishing,
It is a favourite for my small pack of three.
Oftentimes, come rain or shine, we take our balade,
Along the smooth paths, winding through
Neatly mowed grass, scattered shrubs
And well-groomed trees,
Below the cooling willow’s cascading spray,
Beside the placid, unrevealing waters,
Ducks dabbling, fish jumping,
Watching the seasons change,
The births and deaths ordered by
The inexorable, uncompromising
Passing of the years.
To one end there is a rough wood in which
We foray from time to time, and I
Stoop and grunt, gathering kindling
Like some long-gone old peasant,
And there lies, too, at its foot
An intermittent stream and small pond,
Dark, brown and quietly inhospitable.
Walking further on there stands a copse,
Insignificant but savoured by the dogs none-the-less,
As through we wend our lazy way, though the youngest
And smallest, a bold Jack Russel he, drops behind
And always stays anchored like my shadow
Until we pass a certain spot, no different from another,
To human sensitivity at least.
Curious, one day I took a different path
And in but moments came to the other side
Where weeds and grasses thrive.
We pressed through, the pack and I,
And found the oddest thing
Opposite where my little chap
Behaves so unlike himself.
There, coarsely cleared, lies a well.
Its neatly pointed stone flanks visible through
The iron grill and corrugated covering,
So very un-French, clumsily but firmly secured
Against both misfortune and malfeasance.
.
Close by the well stands a greying cross,
Simple but robust, waste high and more,
Finely carved from stone,
And between it and the well a little area,
Like at a grave, is clear,
With weed-free shingle and a holder of sorts
Within which that day stood a plain vase,
Jam pot like, filled
with dead flowers,
A faded and forlorn testament
Of memory, loss and love.
The lonely cross, no cheap ornament this,
Bears no name or mark other than
A growth of lichen, oddly suggestive
Of a miscoloured human heart,
Near where the two bars intersect.
From time to time since that day
I have returned and trod down the
Nettles, weeds and grasses, keeping it
Clear, and shown some small respect,
For someone, somewhere, cares;
This place in the modest wilderness
Proclaims a lonely heartbreak.
Today the vase was full again,
Artificial flowers, but silk, bought
And placed with seeming loving care,
With one a single, exquisite, blood-red rose
Prominent in their midst,
Perhaps a final farewell.
And daffodils, too, waved their heads to me,
Planted opposite the cross
On the well’s other side.
Day and night, cold and mute
The cross remains alone.
No mighty oaks
Stand sentinel, just scrub and sad
Little firs, half-choked by weeds,
Though large enough to maintain
The unrelenting gloom.
Did a broken hearted lover drown there?
Is that why the unmarked cross,
And the silently weeping memorial
Stand on unconsecrated ground?
Does the soul who tends it
From time to time,
Carry still the scars of that event?
I do not know, and think perhaps
I do not want to know, what befell and
To whom and when and why and
What brings the person
From time to time on their solitary
Pilgrimage, or penance, with their flowers.
I only know that my small, big-hearted dog
Discovered, without seeing, this lonely
Spot, this enigma, which disturbs him still,
And that I will go from time to time
And tramp down the weeds and pay some
Respect for an unknown soul,
Now at peace,
And an unknown survivor,
Still in sad and isolated pain.
And quietly I shall pray great, lovers joy
For when they meet again.
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